I don't know the difference. or maybe i can't feel the difference. maybe it's when i was leaving his house that i felt it creep up on me. a sense of unhappiness. a prick in my spine. a tingle on the tongue, or maybe the numbness in my knees. it's like my eyes were clouded over with creepy.

i should consider them insignificant, but i can't. there are some things that cannot be ignored.

maybe we shouldnt fight.