i don't know what it is with my fascination with strangers, but apparently it's dangerous. not like we never learned that through out grade school and into intermediate school, but who cares. i'm at this point now where i don't care how much danger i'm in, if it feels good, then i want it. it's not so much that i don't value my life, but i am just bored all the time. this is not a good thing at all. i don't mean it in a way that i would do bad things, but that being bored just isnt good. i need more interesting things in my life. music has sufficed and it will always be good, but how long it can hold out, i do not know.