I feel like I have some kind of disease. Two break ups in a matter of one weekend. How shitty. People say it's just the beginning of something new, and I'm not sure if I believe them. My mom says it's all just gonna pass, like a storm. I don't know if I want it to. I haven't been awake for quite some time and this is a good wake up call. I don't think I'm a bad person, but I think this is what I've needed just to reconnect. I know I won't have to let it go this far again though.