Monday, October 26, 2009

you gave me a perfect weekend. thank you. it was just another reminder of how perfect we are.
i don't think i've felt more happier or comfortable with any other person in my life
this is nature's glue

so behind
extremely behind
you have no idea how behind

IM SO HAPPY OMG

Friday, October 23, 2009

I have this internal light. It never goes out.
it never goes out
never.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

sometimes i don't know how to feel about the words that are coming out of your mouth. i'm glad you don't sugar coat them, but it stings, and burns, like hydrogen peroxide on fresh scrapes when you're a kid. it's the worst pain sometimes, and sometimes i can't even take it seriously. this time, i'm taking them as motivation. trust me, i see reality, but i see what reality could be like in the future too. sometimes i don't understand though. you tell me you have a lot that you have to concentrate on, and then you tell me that it makes you sad us being apart. you're hard to please. but things are gonna be good. i will make them good. i'm gonna do whatever it takes without getting stepped on.

THANK YOU FOR LIGHTING MY FIRE.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

happy birthday to who?

it was probably the worst birthday i've had thus far
which is okay i guess
the day after was even worse
but there were good moments, some really good moments

those count times two, as always

school is a drag
and it's scary getting older

i'm behind in everything
nothing is possible
nothing

Sunday, October 11, 2009

oh wtf

"hey remember that time when..."
"oh and when ..."

man i don't remember shit

thats not real ~
fuck

Friday, October 9, 2009

for the record ~

things are gonna get harder.
this is going to get easy
but good fucking thing we were built ford tough.

my babe.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

oh

happy october 1st

these days.....